I’d forgotten what made me angry.
It was the apathy and smugness
The intelligence and the stress
It was the two-sidedness
The politeness
And the political centrists
It was the fucking fence
The insecurity
And the stupid defensiveness
It was all those categories
The nothingness
And the flirty superficial love
It was the procrastination
The long words
And the fleeting vertigo
All this and none of it
That’s what made me angry.
I’d forgotten and didn’t see it coming.
Now I’m floored staring up at the world
Bloodied nose and eye blue going black.
Sky spinning and falling
I thought it had gone
But I’d just turned my back
Let it go on without me
It’s good to be back.
I’ve got a whole lot of work to do.